Sunday

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Satisfied and grateful

 I have everything I need. I am blessed. I have enough. I am enough. I am worthy. I thank the universe for my many blessings.

Aggravation of aging

 The app I’d been using for years to create posts is no more and “not supported” so now I’m trying a different way. We get old and stuck in our ways and feel our feathers ruffle when we have to do things differently. 

I had a good walk with Bitzi this morning then took her to the vet for her annual check up, rabies, distemper and bordatella vaccines. Everything is good.

Into the great wide open

 So I just got back from a walk. It’s hot and thick already. I sweat A LOT. I’m cooling off for a bit, then cleaning myself up and running some errands. I want to clean up all the assorted little jobs I’ve been pushing aside. 

Some days you are fully swimming, some days you’re struggling just to keep your head above water, some days you just relax and let yourself float along with the current. I’m only barely swimming today and mostly floating.

And so it goes…..

A cousin near my age died the other day. She had been battling Alzheimer’s for years and was on hospice for months. Another cousin close to my age was just put on hospice for her kidney failure and heart failure. My sister had a heart attack Wednesday and is having triple bypass surgery Monday. I’m just very shocked and saddened by these terrible events. I pray for them all. 

I just took my eight year old grandson home after having him for five days. It was good being with him but I’m tired now.

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I just learned that my other cousin that just started hospice died this morning. I feel SO awful.