Friday 1-16-26

 It’s around noon on Friday. I haven’t typed or used this new IPad keyboard in quite a while. I think I’ve only tried to type on this new keyboard once……. I am rusty, for sure. It would do me no good to cuss because I know I’m just out of practice. It’s aggravating but it just goes with the territory when you’re old and out of shape (like most things). 

I had intended to drive down to Canton and Lewistown today and stay a night or two but over night it snowed quite a lot and the roads are really slushy and I am still suffering with after effects of the flu I caught at Christmas time. My nose is still running like the Mississippi River, I’m coughing and hacking, congested in my

 

bronchial tubes, still wheezy and fatigued and short of breath. I did break down and make a video doctor’s appointment with a physician at my primary care doctor’s office so hopefully I can get something to nip this is the bud. It wears you down after weeks of fighting it.

 I’m supposed to go on a bus trip to see Phantom next Wednesday and already paid for it. Come hell or high water I’m going. I went on a bus trip to Milwaukee Wednesday and wore my germ mask all day but was coughing a lot on the bus. I sat by myself in the back and even covered my mask with an extra handkerchief when I coughed but I probably should have stayed home. I lost money at the casino that day but did have some fun. 

I haven’t heard from my oldest daughter in months. She is going to “no contact” with the whole family over her and her siblings dispute over the farm their father left them with a totally screwed up confusing will. Just like him…….so I catch the brunt of it- the shit splatter From my ex’s bullshit. Evidently my oldest daughter had a big problem with the fact that I was actually still talking to my other daughter and two sons and she (in her delusional state) assumed I was a spy SO no contact. This is far from the first time she has done this. And she’s done it to lots of people not just me.

SOOOOO I just try to do my best and stay positive. That’s all you can do.  

I just flushed my sinuses with the water pik on gentle and took 2 Advil Cold and sinus capsules. They always help relief my head funk. I try to take them sparingly but they’re really the only thing that really seems to help with the sinus head pressure funk. My mom had many years of sinus misery and I seem to have inherited it form her. I’ve had two sinus surgeries but I still get this stuff. 

Sometimes it’s kind of weird being retired, finding things to do and be productive, especially this time of year when it’s cold, overcast, icy and unpleasant outside. In warm weather I can spend most of the day evening outside puttering around with my plants. Mike and I just played checkers-probably the first time we have ever played checkers together. I forgot how much I like it. I have a bunch of other games set out to play. I have a brand new one I bought a year or more that is all about the national parks. It’s supposed to be fun and educational. I’m hoping we’ll play that tomorrow. I should be going to the lodge pool or fitness center but I just haven’t felt up to it the past 3 weeks as I’m coughing a bunch and my damned nose has been running nonstop. YUCK.

I’ve been creating and posting stuff on TikTok and have gained quite a few followers but I never go “live” or sell stuff. It’s just kind of cool with all the templates and filters and then to see which ones get more hits and what is popular. I don’t really promote it or make any profit. It’s just kind of creative and interesting. Lately I’ve been seeing a lot of TikTok’s about life in China. Those are pretty interesting. I never really wanted to go to China before but now I’m kind of interested. I guess I’m living vicariously through TikTok.

My oven beeper just went off. I’m baking biscuits.

My immune system is weak, I assume from all the chemo and drugs I had for my brain and eye cancer in 2008 and 2015. I actually technology had Large B-cell diffuse non-Hodgkins central nervous system lymphoma. I about died in 2008. It took a couple years before an accurate diagnosis was made. After nearly dying i eventually got better and went back to teaching. In 2013 I was declared “cured” but then it came back in 2015 so more tests, chemo and then a stem cell transplant. Something in all that caused me to not produce enough immunoglobulins so I get sick pretty easily. I went back to teaching both times (against doctors orders) and did manage to actually get my years in a retire in 2020. And here I am now, sick a lot but still kicking.